1 step closer

it's nice to post something new here :D
i just found something good about my prince hahaha (hint: my latest post)
okay, i've got trusted information that indicated my price charming is not a gay (YESYESOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMG). do you know how does it feel? it's okay, if you don't.
actually this is just one step closer about the real fact about my prince, and i'm still looking forward for more info. but, i think it's good for now. and i'm sure i'll find another  better information about him.
i guess you wanna know desperately why i thought my prince is a gay. that's because i never know who his girlfriend or his ex are. and that's so weird since he's so awesome. beside, his twitter account retweeted something from a shit gay account. and i'm pretty sure you know how much my heart ached when i read that. and now, i know that isn't his twitter account (OMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMG) for the one whom told me that is a fake account, thank you soooooo much :D
okay, now, i'm seeking another information about his girlfriend or ex. and i'll be happy if i find one. i'll be happy if he loves beautiful girl and not a boy.

What if Your Prince Charming is a Gay?

it maybe a silly question, but i think it's an important question, what if your price charming is a gay? 

you must be have a heartache when you heard that your prince has a girlfriend, a beautiful girlfriend. and you must be happy when you know that your prince is single, aren't you? because it means you have a chance to get closer to him.

but, what if your prince is NEVER has a girlfriend? what if someday you find out that your prince has a BOYfriend? doesn't that hurt much more, does it?

i think when a girl knows that her prince has a boyfriend or just a rumor about that, she will shows different responses according to her personality and her love for that guy

the first possible response: the girl will just accepts that rumor and still loves her prince as she does before she knows the rumor. may be that just because she loves him too much or if we see from the opposite direction, maybe she just thinks that she loves him. because i think when you love someone you will do anything to make that one in the right direction, don't you?

second possible response: the girl accepts that rumor and start to hates the guy. she starts to find another dark side of that guy. and being the real hater. i think that girl doesn't really love that guy, or she is a stupid girl whom just believes in every single information she gets, or she may just adoring that guy, not loving that guy, so when she hears his dark side, she just  hates that guy directly.

the third possible response: the girl accepts that rumor and tries to hate the guy, but fails. she tries to do anything just to ensure that he doesn't deserve to be loved by herself, but deep inside her, she just loves him too much, and just tries to hide that feeling by only think of his bad sides. so that (she thinks) she will forget that guy. i think kinda girl like that is the type of girl that has different opinions between her heart and her brain. her brain tells her that kinda guy like that is nothing, but her heart tells her that he's great even with that dark side.and i think kinda girl like this is both stupid and deeply in love with that guy.

the fourth possible response: the girl doesn't accept the rumor, does nothing (because she's so scares that she  will finds any worse true information about that guy) and still loves him as if there wasn't any bad gossip about him. you may think that she loves him unconditionally, but i think she loves that guy stupidly. i think if you really love someone, you will try any possible effort that you can do to find out the truth. 

the fifth possible response: the girl doesn't accept the rumor, does anything to find out the truth. if the rumor is true, she stop loving him, if the rumor is just a gossip, she will loves him, and believe that the guy is her real prince charming. i think she is kinda girl whom uses her brain more than uses her heart in making decision. 

the sixth possible response: the girl doesn't accept the rumor, does everything to find out the truth, but no matter the truth is, she still loves the guy. it seems that she is like the girl at case 5, but even though she uses her brain, and does the right decision by seeking the truth, her love for that guy is too much that's why she doesn't even care about the truth, and i think she loves him unconditionally.

okay that's my opinion about any possible responses that a girl might shows if she hears her prince is a gay. but if that happen to me, i don't know which response i will show, maybe the sixth. and i think that happen to me, oh my god. that really hurts hear that my prince is a gay, can you imagine the one that you think the most perfect guy in the world is.... oh my god i can't even mention it. the first thing i do is crying of course, and now i'm seeking the truth. honestly i'm so scared 'bout the result, i don't wanna know that  my prince is a gay,  i don't wanna know that my prince is kinda guy like that, i don't wanna. but, the other side of me tells me to find out the truth.......and now i'm praying he is as awesome as i think, and i think what ever the result is, he is awesome, he is awesome no matter what, he is awesome, he is awesome, he is awesome, he is awesome, HE IS AWESOME................

libur panjang -____-

oke ini libursan panjang pertama gue. sekitar 1 bulan lebih gue libur, daaaan sekarang belom sampe 2 minggu gue libur, tapi bosennya udah nampol banget bo -_________-
mana nilai gue balom keluar semua lagi, kan bikin liburan gue tambah absurd banget jadinya huhuhuhu
waktu belom kuliah gue ngeliat sepupu gue liburan 1 tuh kayanya bahagiaaaaaaa banget, tanpa beban, bangun tidur jam berapa aja bisa, santai, bisa tidur seharian. ternyataaaaaaaa, kaya gitu tuh ga enak banget bosssss, sumpah ga enak banget. hari pertama sampe ketiga libur emang enak, santai santai abis meres otak buat uas kan, merilekskan otot-otot yang tegang gitu..... tapi, setelah hari ke empat dan seterusnya itu rasanyaaaaaaa huuuft gabisa diungkapkan dengan kata kata deh.betenya nampol pokonya, rasanya makan tidur makan tidur tanpa ada tekanan dari tugas itu justru lebih bikin setres dibanding saat rangkuman yang lo tulis tangan lebih dari 10 halaman a5 yang ga jadi dikumpulin. trust me, gue udah ngerasain keduanya, jadi just listen.
sebenernya temen temen gue pada ngajakin libura ke pulau seribu, tapi.. gue ga berani minta duit ke ortu, soalnya nilai gue belom keluar semua, nah kalo gue berangkat nih, senang senang ya kan, terus tiba tiba nilai gue ga menyenangkan, kan kiamat itu namanya. jadi mendingan tunggu dulu, sampe nilai gue udah keluar semua baru deh gue jalan jalan, kan asik tuh, udah ga dikejar kejar katakutan akan nilai lagi kan hahaha

Another Guy

Oke mumpung modem gue masih berfungsi, jadi sekalian aja gue ceritain 1 orang cowo yang bikin gue gila yang selanjutnya. dan kali ini gue ga kan merahasiakan namanya, nama Jo Hyun Jae. dan dari namanya aja gue yakin semua orang tau kalo dia itu orang kora, artis korea lebih tepatnya.
sumpah, sebelum gue ngeliat dia, gue selalu berpendapat kalo yang orang yang suka sama drama korea itu -maaf- alay, soalnya gue ngeliatnya cowo-cowonya itu mukanya ga alami banget dan itu yang bikin mereka terlihat sama semua, mancung, tirus, dengan poni miring yang super banget hahaha
tapi pas gue nonton sinetronnya doi (sebenernya drama series, tapi menurut gue itu snetron) gue langsung jatuh cinta sama dia, dan gue ga ngerasa dia alay masa -_____- dan dia emang ga tirus wajahnya, dan emang ga pake poni miring juga, jadi yah dia emang bukan tipe artis korea yg -maaf- menurut gue alay.
jadi gini, waktu itu gue lagi ada masalah, dan gue butuh alasan untuk nangis, jadilah temen gue minjemin kaset sinetronnya dia, judulnya 49 Days, buat yang udah nonton pasti setuju banget kalo ini sinetron bener-bener super banget untuk bikin mata bengkak. dan lo tau? gue kan nonton ini malem-malem di asrama, dan mungkin saat itu gue bener-bener kacau banget nangisnya, sampe-sampe ada orang yg ngetok pintu kamar gue, karena dia ngiranya gue kenapa-napa nangis malem-malem hahah tapi masih mending sih, daripada disangka tangisan kuntilanak kan? hahahaha
oke cukup buat sinetron yg bikin mata bengkak itu, sekarang gue mau ceritain jo hyun jae.
gue bener bener gila banget gara-gara dia. masa, gue sampe googling dia pernah main sintron apa aja, main film apa aja, nyari fotonya segala lagi, ya ampuuuuun. parrrrahhh freeeeaaaaak banget deh gue. tapi itu orang emang gantengnya ampun-ampunan banget sih, orang nyokap gue aja sampe ngomong gini pas nonton sinetronnya dia yang judulnya Only You, "cakep banget, gila!" padahal yah, beberapa menit sebelumnya, gue kan ngsih liat fotonya jo hyun jae ke nyokap dan nyokap bilang biasa aja hahahaha dasar, nyokap nyokap.
gue juga bingung kenapa ada orang yang seganteng itu, ya ampuuuun, sampe-sampe gue nangis coba kalo ngeliatin dia, saking gue ga tahan sama pesona kegantengannnya dia hahaha. beneran. sumpah, gue ga bohong. bahkan yah, sinetron itu kan dibikin sekitar tahun 2005an yang masih jadul-jadul gitu bajunya. warna-warna ngejreng, celana cutbray, pokonya gitu deh, khas awal tahun 2000an lo tau kan? dan gue rasa dia tetep awesome awesome aja tuh pake kemeja warna oranye, warna ijo terang, pink keunguan aaaah~ dia emang sesuatu banget deh pokonya.
dan lo tau gue sampe pengen belajar bahasa korea, supaya gue bisa nonton sinetron atau filmnya doi tanpa subtittle, hahaha kan asik tuh.
oh iya, gue juga sampe follow twitter accountnya dia, yah walaupun gue ga terlalu yakin itu twitternya dia, soalnya ga ada verified sign-nya masa -____-' terus, pas gue ngecek followersnya, masa cuma dikit banget dan ga ada verified account yg ngefollow dia, aneh ga sih? tapi walaupun gitu, masa gue sempet-sempetnya mention tolol ke dia minta folbek coba? kan konyol kan gue kan? hahaha
udah ah, ceritanya, nanti gue lanjutin lagi deh, Saranghamnida oppa, keep cool, keep awesome ;)